My way in the voyage of life..

Never again can I lose my way in the
voyage of life..

I have made You the polar star of my
existence; never again can I lose my way in the
voyage of life.

Wherever I go, You are always there to
shower your benefience all around me. Your face
is ever present before my mind's eyes.

Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, its age old pain,
Its ancient tale of being apart or together. Your lullaby
makes me sleep.

Whenever I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge,
Clad in the light of a pole-star, piercing the darkness
of time.

Whenever my heart is about to go astray, just
a glance of You makes it feel ashamed of itself.

If I lose sight of You even for a moment, I
almost lose my mind.

....You are my polar star !!
Never again can I lose my way in the
voyage of life..

Sonnet For You ~

Wishing You A Very Happy Birthday !!

"I-miss-you” because you blessed my heart with pure joy,
When you cared for me in my youth,
With a kind-spirited finger you touched my heart,
Now fingerprints of your legacy remain,
Engraved in the depth of my soul,
For that…I thank you,
Your selfless nature, if possible,
Would have moved mountains yonder,
Just to appease my needs, your deeds I honour,
With the lasting memories of grace,
And Of your undying love,
So I send my love through a dove,
Dove: filled with halos of your spirit passé,
The dove is these words of sonnet; this sonnet wears “I-miss-you”.

Save Your Life !

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began,
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice--

Though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
"Mend my life!"
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,

Though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voices behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do--
determined to save
the only life you could save.

My Destiny

As I fall, it falls with me. Being driven into the ground.
Going farther into the hole I dug. Leaving a blanket for me,
A blanket for me to land on.

Every day I would sink farther. Deeper into a hole.
Closer to the core, closer to the abyss. Every day it falls farther
Than I do. Never standing a chance of rising back up.

The thoughts of you coming back to me lay
At the bottom of this hole. The thoughts of
You not ever hurting me, I lay along with it.
The idea of an everlasting love, lies at the
bottom of the stack. All hopes have sunk.

Ideas of faith shattered instantly. Never coming
Back to the surface. Forming the bottom layer of this
Pillow of broken hopes.

Images of reality are mixed with dreams.
Dreams are what my life is made of. Dreams
Get broken in a matter of seconds. Broken with just
One word. Sinking lower and lower.
Till finally they hit the bottom.

My hopes have drowned in a sea of tears.
Drowned just like everything I have ever known.
Shattered and torn like glass and rags. Forming the bottom
Of a hard pillow on the floor of a dark abyss. As I hit the
Bottom I shatter just like my hopes and dreams.
Sunken Hopes have broken my fall. Shattered dreams have
Made me bounce. But Gravity brings everything back down.
Sunken hopes and Shattered dreams is my destiny.

I can't take this fall

You left me
In a broken home
I'm all alone
Why did you have to take my heart?
If you didn't know the fault
I miss you
I need you
I'm lost without you

Just come back to me
I can't take this fall
It is burning deep inside my soul
You left a big hole

I'm lost and confused
Unable to come to a truce
I need you
I can't move past the fall
I miss you
I need you
I'm lost without you

Just come back to me
Don't let me go
You need me
You need to fix the hole
That consumes me inside out
And takes away my soul

Come back to me
Or forget me
And leave me without a towel
To wipe away my screaming howl

Under the moon
Inside my souls doom
For ever more for ever more
To say goodbye
For you have taken a toll
And wounded my soul
I miss you
I need you
I'm lost without you

You're too far away for me to run to

You're too far away for me to run to ..
A million galaxies live within you
Why can't I cry my way to your dimension
Or a new dimension not only out of sight and sound but of mind
I'm amazed by night's newest shadows
But if I could feel your moon's good intentions
Venus wants her frown and can not kiss me
So I sympathize with the dark side of the moon inside you
But...

If I could be your parallel
If I could be your one way out
If I could be your vision now
If I could be your star
If I could be a brighter light
If I could comfort you at night
If I could be your star...
If I could be your star

Must I be those rings that surround you
Can I send a satellite to your garden safely
Super nova's fight your emotions
So tell me all your reasons
Tell me why e=mc squared
You invade my space with gravitation
I don't wanna sacrifice
But I'm in orbit
How do all your miles leave you weightless
Can I touch your surface
Or will I burn up in your atmosphere
Because

If I could be your parallel
If I could be your one way out
If I could be your vision now
If I could be your star
If I could be a brighter light
If I could comfort you at night
If I could be your star...
If I could be your star

I could feel your sweet radiation
And with all the space in you I haven't seen you lately
A hundred million light years sit between us
So kill the universe
And tell me where your comets take you
Because...

If I could be your parallel
If I could be your one way out
If I could be your vision now
If I could be your star
If I could be a brighter light
If I could comfort you at night
If I could be your star...
If I could be your star

You're too far away for me to run to ..

Come Back !

Remembering you on this day Melly. Reading your tweets and missing you. You always made me feel so strong and special. Why you left me like this Melly ? Why everyone leaves me ? POPO is all alone, back to same life and i cant see you around me. It is going to be very tough for me now.

I am left with only your memories to cherish upon. Come back Melly. Come for your POPO please or take me away with you. I need you more than ever when this world is pointing fingers on my weaknesses and throwing me away like a trash.

Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said

Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said
...Because sometimes there is no easy way out

I just wanted to find someone who wont run away
Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me its okay that things don't always go right but it will somehow get better

That this is how life works. and how it will always work.
That it's not going to be easy. Today, Tomorrow, the next day.
But it will somehow get better

You just have to grin and bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. In every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can’t keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return

U are FAKE

Whose to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Good God, you're coming up with reasons
Good God, you're dragging it out
Good God, it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped, so follow me down and just...

Fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, you're such a hypocrite

You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Good God, you're coming up with reasons
Good God, you're dragging it out
Good God, it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped, so follow me down and just...

Fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, you're such a hypocrite

I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of them all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all

Whose to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Good God, you're coming up with reasons
Good God, you're dragging it out
Good God, it's the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped, man, follow me down and just...

Fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong here
Fake it if you feel like infection
Whoa, you're such a hypocrite

GOD ! You are FAKE!!

This day took you away ! This day again took away a lot from me. Come Back Melly ! I am waiting for you. Come Back Please ! I have only aai with me rest all moved on with their choices.

Aye Mohabbat Tere Anjaam Pe Rona Aaya

Aye Mohabbat Tere Anjaam Pe Rona Aaya
Jaane Kyon Aaj Tere Naam Pe Rona Aaya
Yun Toh Har Shaam Ummido Mein Guzar Jaati Hai
Aaj Kuch Baat Hai Jo Shaam Pe Rona Aaya
Kabhi Taqdeer Ka Matam Kabhi Duniya Ka Gila
Manzil-e-Ishq Mein Har Gam Pe Rona Aaya
Jab Hua Zikr Zamane Mein Mohabbat Ka
Mujh Ko Apane Dil-e-Nakaam Pe Rona Aaya


Lyrics: Shakeel Badayuni
Singer: Begum Akhtar