I am happy that my list of ' GIVING UP SOMETHING ' is getting all the planned strike outs. This is third week of giving up and i successfully gave up so many of my most loving things. I would like to confess at this point that i am really a god's favorite kid when things come up to giving up something. I never had to fight much to give up something that i loved most because long before i could ever imagine, those things and people who abandoned me. Trust me its lot easy to loose something then to actually give it up voluntarily . I am thankful to all those things and people for abandoning me and making it easier for me to give up other things as well.
My first week of giving up started with loosing my inspiration out of my life. As i said it was not me but it was god's love ( god's favorite kid thing ) that took it away from me. I was left with no choice or option but yes whenever you loose something you are left with some residues of bitter fact and trustfulness, the black residues i am left with taught me that no matter what a piece of individuality you are, no matter what you follow, no matter what you say, you do, you did, you will do, this life goes on with or without it. The creatures keep on moving, living, appreciating, loving, admiring and bonding with some other individuals. It goes on, It moves on, It makes it own ways to something else.
Coming back to ' Giving up something ' list... here i go with my own list, full of truth and bitter fullness..
1. Inspiration ( i didn't give up..i just lost it )
2. Bitterness ( i accepted sweetness )
3. Anger ( I gave up anger and i accepted that this is me who is born with problems not this world who is true and up to the mark )
4. Poking instruments ( giving up everything that i used to start my day with is a big sigh of comfort for me )
5. Hunger ( I gave up hunger, i eat , i live and enjoy eating what i want to eat )
6. SITAR - This is something i was obsessed with since my childhood and i always loved it. This surely deserve a big hands from you all people who are happy after abandoning me. I never would have been able to give up on my sitar without support of you all. I spend about a decade of hard work, determination and countless moments of dreams to owe one of these...
I am happy this piece of almighty, valuable, remarkable piece of art goes in the hands of children who are almost like me, abandoned by their own and this society who judged them as abnormal or not up to par with the aspects of quality of normal or great humans like them.
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Keep visiting my blog to check about my next ' GIVING UP SOMETHING ' ... untill i give up on this blog as well.
“Nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know.”
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Here it goes away...from my hand...and i have learnt what i need to know.
